I don't know why I spent long hours with sleep.. sgt letih letih gile..tido lagi n lagi.. then I found up something I felt nausea almost a week after mak came back to Bentong
I thought it was a sign that I've gotthe fever.. but whenever I've fever or cold I never experienced any nausea..
A plum tablet candy called Pikin became my have-to-"thing" in my hand bag and agaian after cooked for Sayang .. at 9pm I easily sleeep
Lastly I was asked by Mr. Sayang - B why you look so tired, too many works in the office?
Thank God because of his patience and I remembered a night I cried because of nothing
"Sayang tolong la b, b tak tau kenapa dgn b ni.."
When I'm feel that is not really me and this is not my usual self I am start googling ...
The thing that I'm googling "Signs of early pregnancy, what cause of nausea if im not sick etc"
Until the day the cycle should renew .. and the routine doesn't happen and the instinct and confusing came .. what if I, what if i'm not
I didnt tell any to Mr. Sayang and the cycle missed a day.. It was Sunday and I told him .. i told him not too hope too much but the cycle didnt renew as usual
He smiled back but then got mad by me... actually I dont want to put the hope too high
Then comes the Monday I ask one of experienced collegue at office and she said it might be but it's too early to assume but why not just bought the UPT
I am not tried until comes Tuesday - thought want to wait couples day but because of encouragement of other friends the first thing I do when reach home
is to do the self test.. then this what I've got
I ask Mr. Sayang to reconfirm what I saw .. that two lines.. then decide to go to clinic for reconfirmation with the DOC
and alhamdulilah it's inside me.. the two lines will change everything from the day I start to know I was expecting and a preggers.. wish I will be the good mommy for the little one soon
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