mommy dilemma

when I have to left my lovely daughter...
the reason because I have to proceed my work..
when I have to left my daughter to my mother in law...
there are too many quesstions in my minds..
Is she can handle my daughter...Is she will tiring to babysit Irdina..
Is that my daughter can behave .....Is Irdina can be OK when I left her for quite long time

When I have to left my daughter ....
3 days is too long for me....
And last night my baby didn't want to sleep by her own in her cot..as usual
She want to sleep beside me..
When I have to left her.. it felt so hard...
and even now .. her smily face, funny face and all her faces rewind in my mind..
And all I can see is her face..
This is the first time I have to left her...
And might be this is the usual feeling all mommy have to face when she have to left her baby for quite long time....
Irdina mommy will misses you.. so much..
And abah too....

Creating Good Routine of Sleep

Alhamdulilah selepas habis pantang (confinement)
Setakat ni tak susah nk jaga Irdina
mgkin anak mommy tahu mommy kerja

Dan sememangnya sminggu sebelum masuk kerja
aku sendiri da cuba train n create a routine utk Irdina masuk tidur
Tak kisah la apa yang dia buat sebelum tu
tapo kebiasaan selepas mandi petang (utk malam)
Feeding Irdina dan dia akan tidur
dan jika dia tak tidur Irdina akan bermain
melatih suara sendiri mungkin.. hehhehe

dan jika dia sudah atau belum tidur kebiasaan nya
pada pukul 10-10.30 mlm aku akan feeding Irdina
dan akan tidurkan dia

Selalunya akan masuk mode separa mengantuk..tepuk punggungnya
da masuukan dia di katil dia
sambil terus tepuk2 dan kebiasaan Irdina akan tertidur sendiri smpi pagi
da selalunya esoknya dia akan bangun semula utk minum susu pada pukul 5.30 pagi atau pukul 6 pagi atau seawal 4.30 pagi


Dan utk hari berkerja ..maka kami akan bersiap2 ..
Alhamdulillah setakat ini dipermudahkan

Irdina's Trip..Thighten Up the Family Bond...

Lepas pantang makanya kami anak beranak akan start memenuhkan schedule berjalan saja
Irdina kaan berjalan aja la start lepas 60 days nih...
Mggu lepas g Sunway pyramid bawak aki,wan,opah n abag izz
mggu ni aki bawak g Cameron Highland smbil Nenny2 ikut serta
Mggu depan raya cina insyaalah g Taman negara.. kenduri sebelah aki
Mggu seterusnya insyaallah g Melaka la pulak.. maktok and tok abah nak bawak berjalan

berjalan saja.. sebab masa mengandungkan nya
memang buat perintah berkurung tak pergi pun memana
sbb badan tak kuat....
n memang selalunya terpaksa menolak permintaan .. maafkan kami suami isteri
bukan ape.. better berjaga2 dan akhirnya patiently
keluarla Nora Irdina Hafni bt. Iswan Musri

Apapun Kedatangan kamu sangat memberi makna
And seriously thanks to all
She's comes and tighten the family bond again...
and this week trip ..makes ur mommy really happy .. thanks Irdina.. Thanks Allah and thanks Iswan ..from the begining of our relationship (zaman bercenta lg) mommy already mentioned mommy's family full of chaos and riot but happening... and alhamdullilah u can join us.. Thanks...

Saya Rindu Anak Saya......

today first day masuk opis ...saya rindu anak saya walaupun baru je beberapa jam
tak sabar nak balik rumah.. to see wht's she learn and what she had achieve today
dan fikiran ni dari awal pagi kul 5.30 tadik da rasa tak sanggup nk pisah dgn irdina
bukan tu aje mcm2 fikir
boleh ke babysitter ni jaga anak aku baik baik
boleh ke irdina duduk rumah dia
baik tak dia jaga irdina.. alahai.. macam2 da fikir ni

kalo ikutkan hati nak balik sekarang jugak
tapi ni keja ni utk irdina jugak...
semalam she's turn 2 month sekejap je masa berlalu dan
dia da 4.6kg
bila tgk napa anak ku tak bam bam mcm anak org lain tak cukup makan ke
bila da timbang and tny pada doctor
so far she's okay
and might be she didnt plump because of her height itu kata doctor la
asalkan anak ku sihat sudah..
and betolah org selalu kata bila da ada anak
frst priority is for baby

smpi kan abah irdina (iswan musri ismail) tegur semalam
masa aku leka menjahit hat and headband irdina (sbb besa sgt)
"Topi and headband irdina dan2 ni boleh jahit.. abah punya baju da setahun butang nye tak berjahit lagik.. ni abah ni pakai la seluar kaki terkeluar ..."
kesian lak kat abah
tapi nak buat mcmana
it's comes naturally and irdina won that..hehhe
anyway abah tetap no 1 selepas irdina..heheh